When I was 6 I found out my brother had a birth video. So I requested to watch it, then realized I must have one and wanted to see that instead. I watched me come into this world, and that may gross some people out but it was proof to me that I was indeed my mother’s child
My older brothers constantly told me I was adopted and that my father was Satan. For a while we didnt dispute that dad may very well have been
Anywho no nothing about the vagina or birth will ever disgust me
AHHHH I MISS MY BABY BUNNYYYY </3
(Such an astute Professor, lil cutie <3 ) I think I’ll just go home this weekend. Since all hell has already broken loose and I can’t expect it to get any worse by next monday so I think it’s safe to retreat once the hell fire of projects and exams has passed over me by Thursday
& Then I shall take Professor up to my room and not come out til Sunday & we will eat all the carrots and kale we like! And make blanket forts!! And I’ll help him build his nest into my nest and we will nap for hours on end
omg omg omh
called mama saying “I overslept!! & I had a quiz! How do I fake an E.R. receipt?? fuck fuck im sorry”
mama proceeded to brainstorm ‘whte lies’ with me as she asked why I overslept. I said Depression and anxiety is a terrible combo, she knows, & that I need a higher dosage of Prozac. She dislikes Prozac and says I need new med maybe but its like aww hell no I did not endure Prozacs first month of hell for nothing (suicidal thoughts and extreme depressive behavior was my side effect)
anywho she said I could fake an anxiety attack since she says it’s odd that I havent had one yet. Bu omg I dont wanna go to the ER and be all like “AHHH ANXIETY ATTACK HOW DO I FIX?!” because I know how to fix it. You wait it out and calm down, remind yo self youre not dying.
At the end of it I thanks her for always being there to teach me how to get out of trouble haha and she laughed and worried “Ahhh I think I didn’t give you enough responsibility” “Mama, if I’m not disciplined thats my own problem and just means I lack it. You did nothing wrong by giving me a super relaxed childhood”
Fine!!! You seduccttiiiveee temptress YOU
I shall partake in a nap
and toss my phone across the room
so i have to get up and turn my alarm off
A) os this really abandoned?? I would love if that was nearby and explorable haha
MORE IMPORTANTLY I wanna go to as many haunted houses as I can before they’re all gone again!!! 2 would be cool i.i
One day I hope to see a real dinosaur skeleton
They don’t have those kinds of museums in Missouri.
& I have wanted to see a dinosaur skeleton/bones since I was 6.
They look soooo cool
Mama’s going into surgery this morning. I dropped her off at 5:30 a.m. so i was kinda in a daze. But she said “Well let’s hope I see you again ;P Love you”
& I spazzed saying I thought it would be a normal procedure. Of course she is getting her galbladder removed so it can get complicated. But she said anything dealing with anesthetic is a potential risk.
If you guys could send my mom good karma (she told me that was the best I could do) I’d really appreciate it. She’s a great woman who my friends love (some called her Mama too growing up haha) & she taught me how to be kind and care about others and how to be a patient, selfless, considerate person. She also has a bigger anime collection than my friends combined I think and is going with me to Japan for two weeks when I study abroad (she demands we visit Kyoto. Frequently) & I just want her to be okay.